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[October 28, 2009 | 7:19pm] |
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uggggg i know it seems like all i do is wine on lj but all my other profiles my family can get into and they only need to know so much lol. So you know how ive beem trying to loose weight for like ever? I know most of it is my fault but i just wish i lost the god damn weight already!!!! I think thats why i cheat and go off my diets cuz to me, its taking waaayyy to long. I just want my mom to get off my back and leave me alone!!! I always feel like im not good enough and i hate feeling that way! I wish i had enough money for lypo or just was able to loose the weight!!! Im soo sick of looking in the mirror and not liking what i see, uggg i wanna get skinny, and move on with my life!!!!
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| Some people can suck my vagina |
[August 25, 2009 | 12:01am] |
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Ok, so at work my hours were being cut, and this week, I looked at my schedual and they only had me schedualed for today. I was like wtf is going on? So I talked to my store manager and he was like,"Nic and I are gonna have a talk with you." (Nic is the store supivisore) I was like ok, maybe they wanna schedual me more hours or something. Well turns out, they have been cutting my hours because the managers have been going behind my back and telling them that I am a lazy worker and that they dont want me on their shift. Now these are some people that I have spent two and a half years of my life with, people that I Thought I bent over backwards to help them out any way I can. And they turn around and do this shit to me? It hurt to know that the people who act nice to me and always tell me to my face that I'm a hard worker and complain about other workers to me are really feeling otherwise. And when Nic and Nick (store manager) were talking to me, they were like "It feels as if you dont want to be here, and you dont have to if you dont want to" I felt like saying "I effing 21 almost 22. Do you really think I WANT to be here, To come to this hell hole and get treated like shit? No, so you know what, Im fucking leaving. So you can take this job and shove it up you ass" But I didn't. (I know readers, I should have) So now their going to give me a second chace to prove that I am the worker I once was. Even thinking about it know is making me cry because it just hurts to know that the people I worked with for over two years would do that to me. But then again, I can because it made me realize that you cant trust a lot of people. You would have thought that I would have learned that by now with the shit that I have had to go through, but for some reason, I gave those people the benifit if the doubt. Stupid stupid me.
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| More Puppys!!!!!!! |
[August 24, 2009 | 9:34am] |
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Ok so you know how I told you guys she had one puppy so far? Well twenty minuets later, I checked in on her and there was three more!!! Then I woke up and looked in on her again and now there's a total of six puppys!!!!!!!!!! They are sooooooooooo cute!!! And Gabbys being a good mommy and cleaning and feeding them, but I wanted to make sure she ate, so I hand fed her. She scarfed down her food and was like "Why is'nt there any more?" Thats a good sign so now I just gotta make sure she gets some water. Its sooo cute, all the little puppys are hovering her and she's just like "Yep, there's are my baby's!" God I hope I get to keep one!!!!!!!
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| PUPPYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[August 24, 2009 | 1:39am] |
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OMG Gabby had herfirst puppy at 1:30 am!!!!! It was scary, nasty and sweet. The one I have seen so far (cuz she asnt had her others yet) is soooooooooooooooooooo cute!!!!!!!!!! have your other babiez gabby!!!!! lol The yelp she made though scared me. And thank god my mom put her in my brothers room in time. She put her in there right after his water broke and 15 min later i kid you ot, pop a puppy was born. Now she's lickin it and feeding it and being all motherly and giving us the death stare if we come near it lol. Will have updates later, cant wait!!!!!!
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| our system sucks!!!!! |
[August 22, 2009 | 4:54pm] |
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I am sooooo angry right now. I was watching this show and this guy who atempted to rob a store with a gun got arrested and guess how long he was in jail for? 30 years!!!! he never hurt the women, he did have gun, but he left emplty handed cuz the girl refused to open the register. But yet there are people who rape little girls, kills innocent people who get like ten years or 15 years. God that is sooooo fucked up and it makes me soo angry!!!!!!! On the plus side, i cant wait till tommorrow when I go to orlando with the bestie!!!
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| hehehe, im doing this from my phone!!! |
[July 27, 2009 | 10:10am] |
I recently discovered that I can blog from my phone! My mom got me the unlimited data plan, so I can check my email, go on myspace, and blog. Lol! Im just writting in to give people who read this..(which maybe very few) an update. Im still dating Josh, and Im actually loosing weight. Ever since I was sick, I've just lost my appitite. So now I get to really move forward with the military plan!!!!! I hope you all have a great day, and katie, I love ya and miss ya (i know your reading this lol)
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| hello |
[June 22, 2009 | 9:55pm] |
hello everybody. I know I haven't been on in a while and I feel bad so I figured I would pop on to say hello.
Just to let those single men out there, I am taken so I'm sorry, no flirting for you, lol. Ok maybe a little (bats eye lashes and puckers lips) ok there, happy? lol Anyways, hes really sweet, funny, kind, and very good kisser, not that you probably wanted to know that. But I just got back from a date with him and I wanted to go on LJ so right now he's kinda on my mind. (miniature Josh flutters through my mind wearing a tu tu and doing ballet) lol jk. But anyways, I wish I could say that i was getting closer to my goal for loosing weight but that would be lieying soo..lets not do that. I personally think the millitary should take me as I am and thank god I actually want to join cuz then I could loose the weight during boot camp. but noooo.... they dont like my chunky self, lol. Oh well, I guess its for a reason right? Well this is Anna sighing off, peace love and whatever lol
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| our government system |
[April 2, 2009 | 8:21pm] |
My moms boyfriend Rick was reading a article about a family that got busted for selling and growing mary jane, and other various drugs. Come to find out, they were making 47 grand every three months from their selling. Well, he read futher into it, and found out they are illegal immigrants and was collecting well-fare. How in the hell did our government system get sooo fucked up to the point that they are giving drug dealer immigrents money for their grocerys when they have the damn money to pay for it. I pray that Obama will fix this so it cant happen. I mean, there are people who need it, people who are going through hard times and just need a little to get them back on their feet. Then these stupid people have to come and steal their money! Its wrong and should not be able to happen, but its happining everywhere.
signed,
very angry Anna, lol
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| hello |
[March 28, 2009 | 9:04pm] |
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hello, my name is anna, and im kinda new to this whor live journel thing, so hopefully im doing good, lol. Ummm, if you wann know more about me, add me and then we can talk, lol. hope to here from you
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| My trip |
[March 28, 2009 | 9:02pm] |
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this weekend, i had the most amazing time with my bff katie. I went up to port orange to vist her and it was soooo much fun. We went to beach side, and saw Monsters (she's the cats mewow) and it was sooo cute. We bascily went like everywhere. I didnt wanna leave, and I wanna move there asap, like tommorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol
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| i got bored |
[March 21, 2009 | 1:01am] |
There is a story behind this "song" that I wrote. I was asleep in Math class and had a dream that I sang this song and woke up abd wrote it down with out even thinking about it, it was very weird. So tell me what you think.
I see your hand in mine, and it makes me smile
But then you pull away, knowing i need you all the while
I dont know what to do, what to say
that would make you want to stay
So where are you now, when I need you the most
Where are you now, please save me
In my dreams your always there beside me
But when I wake up, your no where to be seen
When I reach for your hand, its like Im grabbing air
i wonder if you even care
Chorus....
Save me now
Im crying out
Where are you
I need you here
So..where are you now when I need you the most
where are you now...where are you now..please save me
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| work |
[March 18, 2009 | 11:51pm] |
everyday day that i get up I dread the time I go to work
I go to work to sell the food and what do i get in return
all i get is treated like shit and over worked
I want to quit, need to quit
but cant quit till I get the right job
everyday i want to split, and blow that popsicle stand
I'm past my boiling point, i want it to stop
No matter how nice i am and how sweet I am
i get food thrown at me, and acussed of stealing money
I cant wait till I can leave and say later Sam
then i can do something I like, something Im good at
something I like to do, and wont get fat
leave comments if you like, lol, Its been a little while since I wrote poetry so sorry if its a little rusty
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[March 10, 2009 | 10:58pm] |
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I got a little bit bored so I figured I would write a little about my life lol. Its not that intresting but I'll tell you anyways. I was born up in Alaska but was raised in Florida . I was raised around the military so i moved around a couple times and lived over seas. I dont remember it but I have tons of pictures and my mom tells me it was amazing. I have had it pretty easy but not everything is easy. My parents are going through a divorce as most parents are, but its a good thing they are getting a divorce. One because he cheated on her with a prositute mind you and he never really liked me anyways (he was my step dad) Well I will write somemore tomorrow so toodles! lol
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| Writer's Block: Almost Famous |
[March 9, 2009 | 10:50pm] |
My friend was looking at all the pics and this is the one she found that is most like me, lol Gabrielle Union
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| This is my first time on love journal |
[March 9, 2009 | 10:10pm] |
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Hello...My name is Anna as you can see from my profile. This is my first time on live journal so bear with me as I get used to this. Here's a little about myself. I love writing poetry and short stories although I am a little rusty on my writing skills, but hey its like riding a bike right? (Pauses for some reassurance) I also sing and dance and just like being myself. My philosophy is that if you can't accept me the way I am, then don’t accept me, lol. People spend and waste soooo much time trying to be like everybody else just to fit in. But I think the people who are comfortable in their own skin and can be themselves are the ones who fit in, but that’s just me. Anyhoddles, That’s a little about me, so hopefully you liked what you read, lol!!! Toodles
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